Week 2: Rise of the Jedi
My companion and
I decided to name our weeks after movies so that we can remember what
week we're on, because the days pass by slow here, but the weeks go by
really fast. So we had our first real Sunday this week. My companion and
an elder in our district sang and she is just so talented. Really, she
is an amazing singer. We also just had the best devotional on Sunday.
Quick side note: when you are in the MTC you must join the MTC choir.
It doesn't matter if you can't sing, the director is awesome and it just
brightens your day to be there. Also, the devotionals are the best.
Keep a devotional journal, with only notes on devotionals on it. Write
down your feelings so that you can understand them when you read them
later.
Anyways, we had a devotional where the guy who came and spoke was in charge of media for missionaries on the mormon.org
website. And he showed us some really awesome stats, and told us what
the church is planning on doing for Christmas. (We got a bit of a sneak
peek) He told us about all the tools that are available to us as
missionaries and how much the church is trying to help us find those
searching souls. He said, "The purpose of the lds website is to direct
people to you, so that you may lead their soul to Him." And I was just
hanging on the edge of my chair dwelling on every word he said. But ya,
shows you how important devotionals are in the MTC.
Also on Sunday
morning our district broke the cereal eating record. It was 34, but now
it's 53. I wasn't able to participate because I was fasting, and so
were two other elders in our district, but we are re-doing the challenge
on Thanksgiving, so we'll see how high we can get.
The next
day was pretty normal, studying, class, and teaching. However, there was
one thing that was really cool that happened that day. That morning I
was trying to plan out a lesson for TRC where we teach volunteer members
of the church, and we had to teach it on chapter 3 in PMG. I remember
praying before to be led to what Heavenly Father wanted me to teach, but
as I was flipping through the pages, nothing was speaking to me. And I
hadn't felt any strong desire to teach anything earlier either. So I
picked the restoration, because I had already taught that in a previous
lesson and as I was writing, I just didn't know where I was going with
my lesson. I couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Finally
study time had ended and I just kind of looked at my completed yet
directionless lesson and shrugged my shoulders saying at least I had a
lesson. But later that day when we were preparing for our lesson with
Brother Murukami (our teacher pretending to be an investigator, not a
real investigator) I had accidentally translated the wrong lesson. I had
translated a lesson we were going to teach later that evening to the
members. So when we walked into the room to start teaching, I also
realized that I had forgotten my ninja (it's a dictionary/lesson
translator) so I couldn't look up any words either. I just looking at my
companion in panic and we carried on best we could. She mainly carried
us through the whole lesson. I didn't want to talk afterwards, because I
knew she felt overwhelmed, and I knew it was my fault for not being
completely prepared. So I silently dwelled upon my disappointment. I
went through class as usual, getting a bit nervous about the lessons I
would have to teach later that evening because my afternoon lesson had
gone so terribly. I at least knew I had a lesson plan, and now it had
been translated because of the mix up earlier that day, even if I wasn't
feeling super stoked on the topic and clarity. But I at least knew I
was prepared, and I was taking great comfort in that. However, 10
minutes before we were about to go teach the volunteers I get a feeling
that I should change my lesson to the Book of Mormon. I remember looking
up and thinking, "Really? I just went into my last lesson blind, and
you want me to do it again?" I remember pulling at my hair as I
hesitantly flipped the page of my notebook from my completed lesson to a
blank page. I had just enough time to write one line, "I love the Book
of Mormon." We were being rushed out the door to go and teach TRC. I was
so nervous I just wanted to pace around the campus. And as we were
walking I was trying to think about as many BoM things I knew. I had
recently been re-reading the book of Mormon with a new method approach. I
try to notice the attributes and try and insert myself in the story and
visual what is happening and what people are thinking as I read. And I
am enjoying the Book of Mormon like never before. But I was still as
nervous as ever then when I walked into our first lesson, the
investigator was so nice. He was native Japanese and was studying
English here in the states. I felt an overwhelming peace as we got to
know him, no worry even passed through my mind. We then asked if he was
having any struggles in his life as far as the gospel, which is a
question we had learned during our class time on how to start a lesson. I
remember him thinking about it and thinking about it then he said
something that was an answer to my prayers. He told us he was having
trouble pondering about the book of Mormon and if we had any methods
that could help him. I almost stood up. But I calmly clasped my hands
together and gave him a smile that communicated oh, do I have a method
for you. The lesson went to smoothly, we spoke in broken English and
Japanese, but he understood. And afterwards I was probably shaking his
hand so hard that I broke it. I just couldn't thank Heavenly Father
enough and I remember a distinct feeling saying, "I will always come
through for you, if you but follow me." And then I laughed, anyone who
says God doesn't have a sense of humor doesn't know God like I do. So
glad I followed the spirit to say the least.
The next days
were pretty ordinary. The MTC put up pictures in all the classroom on
campus. And our elders, being elders, went and stole pictures from
different buildings to hang up in our room. But our teacher told us we
had to return them. But our teacher also has a bad back. And anyone who
is anyone knows that the European and Tongan buildings have really nice
leathers rolly chairs and big desks in their buildings. The building is
named after some with the last name "Rich". It is literally the Rich
building. We have desk-chairs from a junior high school from the 70's.
Our things dont' even stay on our desk because they are all slanted
downwards. My lunch tray is bigger than my desk. So we returned one of
their paintings and stole one of their chairs instead. Our teacher
doesn't really complain because he likes the chair, so that was pretty
fun.
In conclusion, I am loving it here in the MTC. It's hard,
but I have learned more about myself here than I have anywhere else. I
like to think of the MTC as a self conversion/reflection because in the
field all you will have time for is to study and think and pray about
your investigator. Which is fine by me, because I think I'm getting to
know myself too well out here. But all is well here, my roommate and I
had a party last night and we stayed up until 11:30
because I'm the best senior companion ever. Just kidding, but it's hard
and just great. I know that this church is true. I know that anyone can
be converted to the gospel through prayer, love, and the scriptures. We
are currently sending off our dai-sempai (the district in our zone that
arrived 7 weeks before us) and I can see their excitement to serve. We
also just got in some greenies (we're not at the bottom of the food
chain anymore!) so we are super excited for that. I love getting letters
and hearing how everyone is doing! I appreciate all your prayers and
hope that all is well on the other side. I have learned service like
never before and am truly basking in the light of Christs love. I know
this gospel is true and that this is the work he needs from me right
now. I love you all!!
PS. Sorrry if my stories
don't flow nicely. I only have so much time to write and so much journal
to summarize. Also prayers would be appreciated for my companion Sister
Packard. Her family is going through an ordeal and I would appreciate
any prayers for her strength and comfort.
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